come together

Oct 31

well, it looks like things are coming together.

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27: at one point Neil

Oct 31

27: at one point Neil emailed me to tell me my site was cool. the fact that that really meant something to me makes me want to laugh cynically and cry like a baby all in one moment.
Sorry, JD. I won’t trouble you further with my anti-maj sentiments. Best of luck, I guess.

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Things I can See from

Oct 31

Things I can See from my Desk
Tera
methodically
putting stickers
on cards.
peel.stick.rub.next
peel.stick.rub.next
peel.stick.rub.next
ring
push a button
“crewslyin’,
can i help you?”
peel.stick.rub.next
peel.stick.rub.next
peel.stick.rub.next

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FARK After calling to confirm

Oct 31

FARK
After calling to confirm that they could take the photos, the counter person argued that they could not take the photos, having the photographer attempt and fail to take the photos, I’m starting to think that no one can take the damn photos.
*sigh*
I told John that I would send the package off today… added to that, Canada post doesn’t offer overnight service to the US. Damn the world’s longest undefended border! Dammit all to …. *sigh*… nevermind.

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Guilty in Datebookland I used

Oct 30

Guilty in Datebookland
I used to be an obsessive datebooker. Writing in every little plan, worked hour, passing event – like the day I got my Mags. And thank gawd for that, or I would never have remembered the poor mutt’s birthday. These days I avoid the datebook just as I avoid the watch – owning neither.
Jody sent me an invite to a lit event, and I want to go, having felt the urge to get back into the swing of written things. My new GM site has a calendar feature, but somehow I think I’ll be better served by a real-life datebook. Somehow, not having one makes me feel 5 years old.

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In Montreal they line up

Oct 29

In Montreal they line up for the bus
Yes. I deleted a post. Yes. I hate myself for it. No. Saying naughty things isn’t going to help my situation. No. I won’t do it again. (I hope)

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I’ve been getting alot of

Oct 29

I’ve been getting alot of interesting hits lately – one today from Denmark. Most of them are being refered by John’s photo portfolio.
Welcome Strangers
While scrolling though my stats just now, I had a brief fantasy involving me being some how discovered via these strangers cruising thru my weblog. It’s a delightful thought when you put it up against yet another unexplained firing and the fact that the person sitting next to me can’t even begin to understand why I would mock the prospective intern for bringing her dry cleaning to an interview. I had to suck the words back into my mouth as I felt them slipping out, “I guess you don’t go on many interviews.”
So, I can be a bitch sometimes. You’d be too if you were in my shoes.

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Another reason to love the

Oct 28

Another reason to love the monkey. (Lump is my cat, BTW)

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Reading I went to the

Oct 28

Reading
I went to the Eaton’s Centre to buy shoes today, but came home with books from Chapters instead. So many books – the choice was almost painful. I ended up leaaving with “The Fuck-up” by Arthur Nersesian and “Hard-boiled Wonderland and the End of the World” by Haruki Murakami. I already finished The Fuck-up. My eyes hurt and I’m tired from drinking wine out of a tumbler… but it was good.
John asked if I would spend some time writing when I first moved to Houston – during those months when the INS controls me like some kind of immigrant marionette. I wish. I hope. I don’t know.

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satan is an evlos man

Oct 26

i’m going to put on a iron shirt and chase the devil out of earth.

-scratch lee perry

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